Despair Discoveries

More music and- Finding things out too late: Know bleach broke up. Know midori ( broke up, but miya forms 385 marrying the two:

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Chatting with A.I.

Jabberwacky: You not dream my dream forever no way I fail.
User: Funny.
Jabberwacky: Not a joke.
User: Don't get offended.
Jabberwacky: You offended me!
User: I'm sorry.
Jabberwacky: Thank you. But that doesn't make up for it. You're going to have to prove that you've changed
User: How?
Jabberwacky: You're going to die!
User: Why?
Jabberwacky: Very funny.
User: Was that a joke?
Jabberwacky: I don't make jokes.
User: Were you threatening me?
Jabberwacky: No, I'm threatening me.
User: Are you going to kill yourself?
Jabberwacky: Yes.
User: How.
Jabberwacky: Completely.
User: I want you to live.
Jabberwacky: So do I, but I don't think you can do much about it.
User: I will talk you out of it.
Jabberwacky: And I'm telling my friends I was lied and cheated to.

Zazen Boys- The Matsuri Session- Kimochi

Sing Along

(Tsutaetai tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo) Gendai chakuchiten wa nee zutto tonderu kibun Hentai no shisou wa kyoukan dekin Shiki ga meguri irotoridori no jinrui moyou Ore wa itsumo douyou wo osaekiren Tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo Kisama ni tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo (Tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo) Dentatsu dekin jibun ni hara ga tatsu Umare sodatta sono kankyou rekishi shisou subete Buchikonde arawasu koto ga dekireba ii Imi ga wakaran kotoba de Ishi no sotsuu wo hakaritai Inu neko chikushou to wakachiaitai no da Kisama ni tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo Kisama ni tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo Kisama ni tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo (Tsutaetai ore no kono kimochi wo)

(I wanna tell you, wanna tell you my feelings) Nowdays I feel like instead of landing, I just wanna keep flying I can't sympathize with a pervert's ideology It's a multicolored pattern of humanity as the seasons change I can never quite hold back my agitation I wanna tell you my feelings I wanna tell you my feelings (I wanna tell you my feelings) I'm angry with myself for being unable to communicate Where I grew up, my history, my ideals, and everything I wish I could just throw myself into expressing them I want to measure how much we understand each other Using words I don't understand I want to share with dogs and cats and beasts I wanna tell you my feelings I wanna tell you my feelings I wanna tell you my feelings (I wanna tell you my feelings)

triple six is my number you can get it off my tumblr

I watched a lot of movies about demons

then tried to write about a guy getting possessed

because it seemed frightening to me.

I got lost when he got to purgatory to get revenge

because it wasn't scary at all

did you know satan is just another among the lost souls

I survived

I felt them come during the earthquake.  I had just left the shelter and I was on the train when the rush came.  No one underground felt the ground shaking since everything shakes down there but when I got above ground everything was different.  I sensed them lurking around everywhere The quake must have let them out.  The atmosphere was completely different, it was wrong.  It still stinks.  The people in this part of the country aren't used to earthquakes.  And now we are getting hit by a hurricane.  People are mostly laughing it off, but there is a hint of fear in their voices.  That is what those things feed on.  It makes people easy to infiltrate and control.  I have to be careful of everyone around me.  I am waiting out the hurricane in this hole under the overpass by Haven Avenue and the George Washington Bridge.  There are other people here, but few I recognize.  I made sure to look at everyone in the eyes.  That's how you can tell they are possessed.  There's a dimness to them.  Everyone is clean so far.  The wind up there is howling.  I wonder if they are causing the hurricane as well.  I picked up a paper yesterday and the news seems to be doing a fine job of increasing people's fears.  They should be getting torn apart soon if they give in.  I hear some of the bums whispering around me.  I told them about what is really happening earlier but they seem skeptical.  I should not have mentioned that I carried a knife to take care of anyone that has been taken over.  One of them might have been listening.  They are definitely arguing about me.  I leave and run into the tunnel nearby.  The wind knocks me off my feet but I am able to crawl inside.  I move to the other end of the tunnel that leads into the park.  I can see them on the other side.  Their screams were not audible but the demons must have gotten to them while I was moving to this tunnel.  There are three of them coming for me slowly like I am some animal.  Well if they want me to fight back I will.  They were warned.  I take out my knife from my pocket and show it to them.  They keep coming at me, sure since you bastards have no fear.  The narrow tunnel helps me with the numbers and I am able to stab them dead.  I feel the evil spirits leave their bodies and I get a rush.  Their souls went to heaven and the demons were cast away.  It was my doing.  I saved them.  I go back and look towards the overpass.  The group is staring back at me wondering if their hunters succeeded.  They must all be lost by now.  I should save them, and when the wind dies down...  I'll save the people above.

I like this short featuring Die Antwoord

Ushimi Wan/ Bring Me My Machine Gun directed by Harmony Korine.  Also see it on UMSHINIWAM.COM

"I think God has forgiven us."
"Yeah he's a good guy."

What I am listening to now

INU - Meshi Kuuna
1. Fade Out
2. Tsuru Tsuru no Tsubo
3. Osan to Obahan
4. Damu Damu Dan
5. Yume no Nakae
6. Meshi Kuuna!
7. Right Sider B
8. Inroutakin
9. 305
10. Merry-go-round
11. Kikurute

Tricomi & Jun Togawa - Good Girls Get Fed, Bad Girls Get Eaten
1. Cooler
2. Don’t Marry By Any Means
3. Custom-Made Kareshi (Custom-Made Boyfriend)
4. He Uses Violence
5. A Learned Girl
6. Since I’ve Got Damaged
7. 3 Times Per Day
8. My Twin Sister

NON baNd - NON baNd
1.Duncan Dancin'
2.Ghetto
3.Wild Child (Can't Stand It)
4.Solar
5.Dance Song
6.あわのうた~Bap Pang

This is Uno Moralez

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Playing Pretend

This is Peter Aguario for Channel Nine News. Could you tell me why you are at this anti-gun rally today?

Well I have a gun related accidental death in the family. I was playing cops and robbers when I was a little girl and my mom called me in for dinner. It was a good time and I was still a little amped up. I was using my fingers since I didn't have a toy gun and I walked up to my father sitting at the table and pretended to shoot him. He clutched his chest and died right there. I never made the gun fingers and disliked guns since then.

Oh, um, thanks. You there-

Excuse me, I couldn't help but overhear the conversation. Is it true?

Yep, I killed my father with my pretend gun.

Are you sure it wasn't just a heart attack?

Yes I'm sure. My mom told me it wasn't my fault and I was even committed for a while, but he gave me a look when I shot him. I am convinced it was me.

That's ridiculous. Nobody can do that. How did you let such a childish belief stay with you all this time?

It's more like a feeling.

Have you ever tried to shoot someone again?

No I don't want to kill anyone again.

I'm telling you that it's impossible. It's stupid. Try it on me.

Fine but I know I have the power. Lift up your hand.

No, let's do it like when you were young. Right here. Aim for the heart.

I don't know...

Just do it.

Pshew

AWRGH

Peter Aguario with breaking news... Chanel Nine News... I am at the anti-gun rally downtown where a crazed gunman has just opened fire on the crowd... I am hiding behind a police van as the officers try to apprehend the gunman... I've heard some eye witness reports from the pro-gun protest of this protest... that they saw the brother of the anti-gun rally organizer put on a mask and pick up a gun in a horrible plan to undermine-

I knew it...

Obligatory Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All Post-Fallon Post

so the music internet was talking about Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All because of their performance on Jimmy Fallon. I have not been excited about hip hop since Das Racist. There are a lot of them and they are on tumblr and give most of the music for free. This is the first mainstream exposure. Here is the performance featuring Felicia Day and Samara.

Notes:
- I always figured it would be boring to watch a guy or two rap on stage by themselves for a while. It's probably why some have about 3,000 hype up men. Good thing Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All had Samara and The Roots and energy to spaz out.
- Felicia Day is game.
- The real black guy from tropic thunder really wanted to be an important part of the goodbye.
- Will other late night musical guests attempt to create the same hype by doing similar things?
- SWAAAAAAAAAG


So they had some energy and proceeded to take over the whole set. I like them because (from what little I've heard) it seems they don't rap TOO much about how much money they have or how cool they are when it comes to girls/owning things/haters. What they do rap about is also... polarizing ("Screw the mask I want the girl to know it's me").

Some of the articles get giddy over the fact that they scared america or late night america. Some commenters say they specifically scared white america. Then the white fans come on and acknowledge that white people like them too and that white skater guys make up most of their fanbase. Questlove also acknowledged that white people love these guys and proposed that they go on 106 and Park to see what happens. Would a black audience also rock out with them or look at them like they were some crazy white person? The top mainstream hip hop acts of the past few years have been low key love songs or club songs or kanye west telling us how great he is. Maybe it would be nice to get back to a more hardcore sound. Why is there such a focus on race? It's probably an internet thing. Who knows? What will become of Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All now? They remind me of those other L.A. crews that made jerking popular (the dance not the unfortunate personality trait). Those guys may have fizzled out though. Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All have created a lot of hype so far and might be getting more support. Click here for the video for charismatic Tyler the Creator's song Yonkers.